I’ve found happiness in moments
But when I’m upset, I’m scared to show it
And I hate the way I act when you’re around
In my past, I would’ve upped and left this town
I may sound a bit conceited
I don’t care about who you’re seeing
I just want to know the reason
Why are you avoiding me like
I guess I’m really not your type
Though I suppose it’s only right
I’ve always been afraid of heights
Yet sometimes I still think about that night
We stared deep into dire skies
Understanding this was our final ride
And I’m not one to hypothesize
But I swear I saw something in your eyes
At times like this, I feel like Tucker
Even though we were never lovers
I’m still here waiting for you to come by
But the more I reminisce, it seems like that was our last goodbye
Sleeping with you was like a chore
I’ll still carry your memory in my core
I pray you’re better than you were before
And now it’s time I finally close the door