What am I owed?
I want to be owed something.
I want to be owed something.
My memory feels hazy, and I want to be owed something.
You didn’t know?
That my consent was an unspoken promise?
That my yes to your body was also a yes to imagined futures
Hazy imagined futures
Disappeared imagined futures
Like you disappeared
You are a disappearing man
You are not a man
You are hazy
You are nobody
Yet
I want to be owed something.
I am owed something.
– cuulgurl38