G-d I hate love.
It is so gross.
The holding hands,
The touching,
The kissing,
The cuddling.
The sex.
It is so…
G-d I wish I had someone to love.
Someone to love me.
To hold my hand,
Interlocking our fingers.
To rest their hand on my thigh as we sit,
My lower back as we walk.
To wrap their arm around my shoulder.
To show the world I am theirs,
And they are mine.
To hold me.
To kiss me.
To make me feel…
Something.
G-d I just wanna be loved.