I Can’t Sleep

I can’t sleep 

Too many things on my mind

All the things I want to say

All the things I wanted to say

All the things I need to say

All the things I feel 

All my feelings come back to you

I can’t sleep

My head is spinning

It’s too hot 

Point that fucking fan towards my face–

This shit doesn’t do anything

I’m tossing and turning now

All the things keeping me awake

Shut out that light and turn off that phone!

But what if it’s you messaging me?

I can’t sleep

All the things on my mind 

Why is this so hard? 

I just want to sleep

But I want to tell you how I feel

Tell you all the things I want to say

All the things I want to say 

All the things I want to feel

Those assholes downstairs are yelling more

Fuck me and fuck this

Would seeing you even help?

Maybe, maybe not 

Either way 

I don’t hate

I just can’t sleep

I can’t sleep