Passionate kissing, smooth love-making and beautiful scenery surrounding me with a guy I love. That’s how I pictured my first time, but instead, it was in a skater dude’s car in an empty Target parking lot. Don’t get me wrong. Logan was a great guy, but I didn’t imagine losing my virginity in a car.
It all started junior year. I was out to the world for years now, so everyone pretty much knew I was gay. I got comments, I got remarks, but most importantly, I got curious guys sliding into my DMs. This wasn’t something revolutionary, it was something I was used to. But when Logan, a guy I found extremely hot, slid into my DMs, I knew I couldn’t pass this opportunity up.
We went out on a date to the mall and we stayed there pretty late. We went into stores and I obviously had to try on clothes. I picked some outfits in H&M and went into the changing room. The thing about H&M is that nobody watches the changing rooms, so you can go in and out as you please. As I changed, Logan would peek in and watch me until I noticed, and he would burst out laughing. I would shake my ass a little for him, enough to make him blush, and then I would close the curtain and tell him to stay out. I bought some of the outfits and we then went to watch Captain America: Civil War.
The movie theater was PACKED. I had never seen it that full before. We were lucky to score seats next to each other because Logan flirted with the girl at the ticket booth. He bought some snacks for us and I thought, Oh, he got money like that! We walked inside and sat in our seats. I was trying to pay attention to the movie but the entire time, Logan kept on rubbing my thigh and trailing his hand down my back until he got closer to my ass. I kept on whispering “stop,” but he would laugh and keep on going. Since he wanted to toy with me, I just flat out placed my hand on his dick and began rubbing it slowly. He immediately got a boner so I took my hand away. He looked at me as if I had betrayed him, causing me to laugh at him.
After the movie ended, we headed back to his car, and surprisingly enough, Target’s parking lot was completely empty. It was around 2 a.m. so it was to be expected. We got into the car and began talking.
“So… did you have fun today?” Logan asked.
“Yep I did, although you were VERY distracting during the movie,” I replied, causing him to laugh.
“Come on, you know you liked it.”
“And what makes you so sure that I did?”
“Well, you did touch my dick, so that says something.”
“What if I was just toying around with you?”
“Well, my dick liked it a lot. He actually misses it.”
“Yeah really,” Logan said, as he began to slide off his joggers and boxers, revealing his dick. “Why don’t you finish what you started?” he said, reclining his seat a little further down.
I immediately got nervous,. I had never done this before. I had seen shit in the porn I watched so maybe I could just try to imitate that. I started giving him a handjob. I did it slowly at first because I didn’t wanna treat his dick like a Bop-It. It felt so weird in my hand. I was used to my own dick, but holding someone else’s dick? That was an experience. It felt really nice in my hand, actually. I slowly got used to it, so I started to go faster.
“How about you use that pretty mouth of yours?” he said, placing his hand on my head to lead me down to his dick.
His tip was touching my lips, so I started licking it. I kept my hand wrapped over his dick, jerking him off as I licked his tip. I felt my heart pounding against my chest. I thought it was going to fall through my ass. I was so nervous; I didn’t want to mess it up or make him not feel good.
“Dude, I can feel that you’re mad nervous. Don’t be nervous. You’re doing great,” he said, slowly rubbing my back to calm me down.
I decided I wasn’t going to be a little bitch anymore, so I started sucking his dick. It felt like a big sausage in my mouth, and I loved it. I started using the tricks I learned from the porn I watched and he started moaning, so I guessed I was doing great! It was reassuring to hear his moans because it was just us and his weird music playing in the background. As I sucked his dick, he immediately pulled me up.
“My turn to make you feel good. Get on your knees in the backseat,” he told me hungrily. I was shaking in my boots.
I did as I was told, feeling kinda uncomfortable with my ass facing his windshield. What if someone saw us? Before I could say anything, he unbuttoned my jeans, slid everything down, and immediately began eating my ass. When I tell you I was in heaven, I was in HEAVEN. It felt so good and weird at the same time, but I was loving every second of it.
He ate my ass for about five minutes and then started fingering me. It hurt a lot, so he was talking me through it as he put in more and more fingers in. He helped me deal with the pain and helped my body relax. Once he felt that I was ready, he slid his dick in and I gripped so hard on the seats that I thought they were going to rip.
“Calm down, relax your body, take deep breaths,” Logan instructed me, staying still as I tried to regain control of my body.
I felt like his dick was tearing my ass APART. I took deep breaths and tried to relax my body the best I could.
“You good?” he asked.
“Yeah, keep going,” I said.
He started thrusting slowly, allowing my ass to get used to his dick until he could go faster. I started moaning softly and he grunted.
“Damn, your ass is so tight,” he said, slowly increasing his speed. “I could be in here for hours.”
As he finished that sentence, he began slamming into me, making me moan even louder. He then started hitting my g-spot and I lost control. My legs and arms were trembling, I couldn’t control my volume, and I couldn’t keep myself up anymore. He noticed and flipped me onto my back with him still in me, and kept on slamming into me. With this position, he hit that spot even more, causing me to lose control of my voice.
“Say my name,” he said as he grunted and sweated.
“Logan!! Logan!!!” I said, digging my nails into his back.
He got closer and began kissing me, shoving his tongue down my throat as he slammed his dick deeper and deeper. I moaned into his mouth, I couldn’t even kiss back. He pulled away and began sucking on my neck. He was probably leaving hickies on me, which I didn’t want because I’d have to hide them from my parents, but at that point, I didn’t even care.
He kept going until I felt like I was going to cum. I could barely speak to tell him that I was going to, but he knew already.
“Cum for me baby,” he said, slamming into me as fast as he could.
I screamed as I came, my body shaking uncontrollably. Logan kept slamming into me until he pumped into me with three long thrusts, and I soon felt his cum shooting into me. It was really warm, but it also felt really weird. He collapsed onto me as we breathed heavily.
“That… was amazing,” he said, laughing as he ran his fingers through his hair.
“Y-yeah.” I stuttered. I still had my arms wrapped around him, and I didn’t feel like letting go.
We laid there for a few minutes, letting his music play as we tried to get our breathing under control. He then got up and I let him go. He grabbed a towel from one of the pockets in the seat and began cleaning himself and I up. I was still laying there like I was lifeless.
Logan looked over at the clock and it was almost 4 a.m.
“Looks like we both can last a while,” he said while chuckling.
“Yeah, definitely,” I said, bursting out in laughter. “We fucked for almost two2 hours, that’s insane.”
“It’s pretty late… do you want to stay at my house?” he asked. I was caught off guard, but it was better to stay over than go back home.
“Great!” he smiled.
We got dressed and headed back to his house. His parents were asleep, so we had to be extra quiet. We got into his shower and ended up having round two before going back into his room. I just couldn’t say no. We laid down and slowly started drifting to sleep. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer, which made me happy. This was definitely not how I pictured my first time, but it was much better than I could ever imagine.
Art by Treasurer, Julia Batista.